the sympodius project

I once thought of starting a company. Web design perhaps. Game programming? Maybe just selling ideas.

But I don't think there is an economy that could support my idea company. And perhaps just as well. To make work a hobby leads to unemployment. And making a hobby your work leads to a twisting of what it means to relax.

It seems better to think of my life as a series of projects. That way an interest cannot be singled out or siphened off. They will merely exist to allow for my own self indulgence and improvement.

And so we arrive at the gateway to my life of projects. Take it as you will. And perhaps you may find something of interest.

I'm not trying to do anything special here. I have attempted similar things a number of times and failed. I just want somewhere to publish my ideas and experiments. And the web is great for that.

I don't expect anyone to find any of this useful. I don't expect anyone not to. But I don't like personal websites. And I don't particularly like little rant websites either. I just want to contribute in some way to the overall infosphere.

Thus I make no promises about what will appear here. Or even if anything will. If I could create time from popcorn and dreams, I'd be all set.

My nodes on the infosphere are disjoint. I tried to partition my thoughts and failed. Failure is nothing to fear. As long as you learn from it. So I should not deny what I have done before.

• I, like many, am in a rock band. A little too expected isn't it? We are called engeo.
• I have an obligatory 'personal' website.
• I am making a film. You can found out about it.

Essays, eh? The floats of thoughts inside this brain .etc .etc. Well, you can never tell what might interest you. And you certainly can't prove just how boring you'll find this stuff until you scan through it once.

• Dasein.
• The story of Esgorah the Crow.
• Projects Mark II.

You may wish to contact me. If so, you may: Otherwise, you may not.

I am Nexami Engeo, and I am responsible for the spectral fantasies you see here. If you want someone to blame, it's not me. Ask yourself instead why you seek to blame anyone.

I am undertaking research to change both your environment and mine. To engage with me, you must explore elsewhere.